Saturday, January 31, 2015

Too-Busy-To-Cook Vegetable Bean Soup

I was excited to try this recipe, because it was easy, and had lots of vegetables.  Perfect, right?

Ha, NO.  This is the first thing I made that I was not a fan of.  Of course, I still ate it all (minus a serving I froze), but I don't think I'll be making it again.  



(I blended it up, it was too chunky for me)



Blech.

Friday, January 30, 2015

Cravings.

It seems like every day I have an intense craving for something.

Today, it's MEXICAN FOOD.

A bowl of queso and some chips sounds absolutely divine right now.

This 6 week plan is extremely restrictive, but that's why it's only for 6 weeks.  I say only, but this has been the longest 6 weeks ever, haha!

I've come way too far to turn back now, there's no way I'm messing up my progress for a few minutes of chips and cheese dip.  It just wouldn't be worth it.

26 days down, 16 to go.

Thursday, January 29, 2015

EGGS.

I'm having an intense craving for eggs today.  FEED ME EGGS!!!!

I think my body is ready for easier, and more fulfilling sources of protein...

Nonetheless, we trudge on.

Week 4, Day 4.  DONE.  17 days to go!!

I think eggs will be one of the first things I eat.  I miss eggs.

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Quick Corn and Bean Medley

(I can't find a recipe to link to, and I don't feel right about copying the recipe out of the book)

Quick Corn and Bean Medley

I picked this recipe because it was easy, and because it can be cooked in a crock pot.  


Like the other soups/stews I've tried, I prefer a creamy soup, so I blended it up. 


I know it looks gross, but it's actually quite yummy.  Even my 14 month old was chowing down on it.

It makes a lot, which is nice because I can eat on it throughout the week.  I've made this twice now, and have enjoyed it both times.  A quick and easy dinner!

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

I want a snack.

For some reason, I find myself really wanting an after dinner snack tonight.  I'm feeling something crunchy...

However, I will not.

Week 4, Day 2... DONE.

Monday, January 26, 2015

Week 3 Weight Results

Starting weight: 214.8

Week 1 weight: 207.2

Weight lost: 7.6 lbs

Week 2 weight: 204.2
Weight lost: 3 lbs


Week 3 weight: 199.6

Weight lost: 4.6 lbs 

Total Weight Lost: 15.2 lbs




ONEDERLAND!!!!!! I haven't seen this number since I was pregnant with DD2, so maybe a year and a half ago? If not longer.  It feels good to be making real progress again after a tough year.  Hopefully, I can say good-bye to the 200's FOREVER.


I'm not really seeing a difference yet as far as my clothes fitting, but it's only been 3 weeks.  Maybe by the end of this I'll have dropped down a size? We shall see!

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Week 3 Thoughts.

Wow, I am officially half way!!!!

Week 3 flew by.  Besides my hunger issue yesterday, this week went extremely well.  I am confident in my meal preparation, and I start each week out with a plan.  This is easier than I thought it would be.

I can't wait to weigh in tomorrow, I'm hoping I might venture back into ONEDERLAND!!!!!

My favorite food this week: Chocolate Cherry Smoothie (ETL Cookbook)

My least favorite food this week: no complaints, I liked everything!

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Bad Evening.

This evening was awful.

The worst thing about this food plan is the preparation that has to go into the meals.  I have it down to a science at this point, and I try to have what I can prepared ahead of time.  However, lunch takes the longest out of all my meals.  It takes at least 15 minutes, and sometimes even 30 minutes, to get lunch ready.

Today ended up being extremely busy.  We were out all morning, and by the time I got everyone else lunch, and then got my lunch together, I didn't have time to eat all of it.  :/  I had to run DD1 somewhere, and I ran out of time.  I need at least 15 minutes to eat lunch, and it didn't work out that way.

We also had something in the evening, and that's where I had another issue.  The second worst thing about this food plan is the whole "no snacks" thing.  I usually eat dinner around 6, but we had to be somewhere at 5.  I would have had to eat dinner at 430, which is too early for me when I can't have a snack later.

Around 7, I was HUNGRY.  It doesn't help that I had tacos, pizza, and desserts in my face.  My stomach was aching. It was churning, and screaming,


I ended up eating a little after 8, but I felt horrible.  I didn't feel back to normal again until 930.

Hopefully, I won't have another day like this, because when you can't eat something "real quick" or even have a snack, you're bound to run into some issues.

Friday, January 23, 2015

Chocolate Cherry Smoothie

(I can't find a recipe to link to, and I don't feel right about copying the recipe out of the book)

Chocolate Cherry Smoothie

Smoothies have been a staple for me since this diet started.  They are easy to make, sweet, and very filling.  

The unsweetened cocoa in this smoothie makes for a bitter taste at first, but as I had more of it, I didn't notice it anymore.

And it's a pretty color, too! :)


Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Flying by!

Wow, Week 3 is seriously flying by!

J is eating potato chips across the room, and while I would love to have some, I really don't feel an overwhelming desire for any.  Before I started this, I wanted to


I want some dairy.  And meat.  And brownies.  And cookies. And...

*ahem*

However, I am determined to get through this challenge, so I know I don't need  any of those things.

I'm wholeheartedly surprised at how easy this has been.  I thought avoiding sweets and snacks would be horribly difficult, but it hasn't been.  The hardest part has been eating so many vegetables, haha.  When these 6 weeks are up, am I going to even want to eat vegetables?  ;)  I am so burnt out on salad, but I just keep cutting it up, and mixing it with something yummy.

Week 3, Day 3, DONE!

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Chunky Sweet Potato Stew

(I can't find a recipe to link to, and I don't feel right about copying the recipe out of the book)

Chunky Sweet Potato Stew

I love sweet potatoes, so I was excited to try this stew. 


But really, I don't like chunky stews, I wanted something creamy.  Like with the other soups I made, I got out my handy dandy immersion blender, and turned it into this:



Yes, much better!


I really liked it!  This is something I plan on making again.  It's supposed to make 2 servings, so I put half of the pot in my bowl. I ended up putting some back though, I just couldn't finish it all.  It's always nice to get an extra serving out of a meal!


Monday, January 19, 2015

Week 3, Day 1 - Review

Yesterday I spent a lot of time in the kitchen, and I'm glad I did.  Now I don't have to do any other cooking this week.



Lunch/Dinner

-Three Bean Mango Salad
-Quick Corn and Bean Medley
-Chunky Sweet Potato Stew
-Chickpea Salad

I've made all of these before, except for the Chunky Sweet Potato Stew.  It was pretty good, and very filling.

Breakfast has been the same.  A smoothie and raw veggies, or oatmeal with raw veggies.  I'll have to try something new this week.

Week 2 Weight Results

Starting Weight: 214.8 lbs

Week 1 Weight: 207.2 lbs
Weight Lost: 7.6 lbs


Week 2 Weight: 204.2 lbs

Weight Lost: 3 lbs

Total Weight Lost: 10.6 lbs




Not as impressive as Week 1, but I still think 3 pounds is a great loss for a week.  Maybe I'll have a big loss next week, and find myself in the 100's?????

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Week 2 Thoughts.

YES! 2 WEEKS DOWN!! 1/3 of the way through!

Week 2 was definitely harder than Week 1.  With Week 1, it was all new, and kind of exciting, but with Week 2, no, over it.  Days 3 and 4 were brutal to get through.  I honestly just wanted to quit, but I kept on with it.

I'm glad I stuck with it.  I feel like I got all the kinks out, and eating on this plan seems like second nature to me now.

My favorite food this week: Crock Pot Mushroom Chili (ETL Cookbook)

My least favorite food this week: Some organic celery I purchased that tasted like it soaked in a chemical bath.

14 days down 28 to go...

Thursday, January 15, 2015

Crock Pot Mushroom Chili

Crock Pot Mushroom Chili

At first, I was afraid to do any of the actual meals (long/weird ingredient list), but this one jumped out at me.  Chili? Yes, please!

It was extremely easy to throw together in the crock pot, despite the million ingredients.  I have to be honest though, when I opened the crock pot up and saw this, I wasn't quite sure about it.  I'm not a chunky chili person.



Thankfully, I have a handy immersion blender, and this is what I ended up with:


The entire downstairs smelled like chili.  I just threw some crackers and cheese in the bowl... HA, NOT!

Actually, I cooked a plate of veggies, and added some fruit, and called it a meal.  I would even cut up some greens and mix it in there, if needed


This was surprisingly delicious! I will definitely be making this again.  A nice change from salad, that's for sure.

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

Much like this monkey, 


I am so BORED.  Bored of vegetables, bored of mushrooms, bored of onions, bored of greens, bored of salads.  BORED, BORED, BORED.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Anyway, I added a Larabar to my lunch today.  I know dried fruit is OFF LIMITS, but I'm not going to feel bad about adding some dates, cherries, and almonds to my lunch.  SUE ME.

My lunch looked like this:


Mushrooms, onions, and garlic.  Salad with Quinoa and black beans.  Cherry Pie Larabar.  I just needed something different.

Week 2, Day 3.  Really? Is that it??

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Cinnamon Fruit Oatmeal

Cinnamon Fruit Oatmeal

I was skeptical about this oatmeal.  I've tried to make homemade oatmeal in the past, and it's always very bland.  But this oatmeal is delicious! No added sugar, no honey, just the natural sweetness of fruit, cinnamon, and vanilla.  Definitely a keeper for my personal recipe book.


Monday, January 12, 2015

Week 2, Day 1 - Review

Today I learned a hard lesson... when you need to go to the store, GO TO THE STORE.  I am completely out of greens, and almost out of onions.  Only 1 banana left, 2 apples... I REALLY have to go to the store tomorrow.

I'll be trying out some new things this week:

Breakfast

-Dr. Fuhrman's Cinnamon Fruit Oatmeal Recipe

Lunch/Dinner

-Crockpot Mushroom Chili
-Chunky Sweet Potato Stew
-Creamy Tomato Soup

I might make some things from last week, but I'm in the mood for some variety.

For the first time since I started this diet, I was HUNGRY.  I didn't have as many greens for lunch as I usually do, and I ended up not eating enough food.  I was happy to make it to dinner!

I made an old favorite, but left out salt and oil.  Quinoa and Black Beans, Yum!

I'm excited for the chili.  I know greens are important, but I think I've been doing a little too much salad...

Week 1 Weight Results

Starting Weight: 214.8 lbs
Week 1 Weight: 207.2 lbs
Weight Lost: 7.6 lbs



Hey, not bad for someone who isn't working out, and wasn't starving this past week!  I wouldn't be surprised if I stalled a bit next week, but we shall see! :)

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Week 1 Thoughts.

Wow, I actually did it! I completed the first week! Woohoo, go me!

I have learned so much this week.  Even if I stopped the plan today, the things I learned in this short time would benefit me for the rest of my life.  I know that sounds extreme, but it's true.  I will definitely be better about eating more vegetables, and greens, that's for sure.

I don't know if I need to mix up the meals I've been eating, or what's going on, but I'm feeling very "meh" about continuing the plan right now.  I know I can eat this way for 6 weeks, and I know I've done a great job with this, but, to be honest, I'm tired of eating such large quantities of vegetables!  I would love some more variety thrown in.  And I'm kind of dreading finding some new recipes to try, and then making a shopping list, and then doing said shopping.   However, I will keep on keepin' on, and we'll see how it goes.  I have found some recipes, mostly from ETL, that I have enjoyed more than I thought I would.  Hopefully the recipes I try next week will be just as yummy.

Before I started, I was feeling very overwhelmed.  But once I started actually preparing the food, and finding recipes I liked, it honestly wasn't bad at all.  I'm surprised at how easy it was, and I'm glad I have stuck with it.

I plan on weighing myself in the morning, and I'm excited to see how much weight I've lost.  I weighed in throughout the week, but I wasn't home this morning to weigh myself.  Hopefully, whatever number is on there will renew my excitement for ETL.

My favorite food this week: Three Bean Mango Salad (ETL Cookbook)

My least favorite food this week: Raw tomatoes.  Blech.

Temptation.

Eating on this program requires a lot of prep work.  With that in mind, I don't plan on putting myself in a situation where I'll have to eat my lunch or dinner on the go.  Sure, I could figure something out, but I'd rather schedule my outings around my meals.  

However, I had to make an unscheduled 4.5 hour road trip this weekend to attend a funeral.  I did have some notice, but I had to take my needy DD2 with me, so I knew grocery shopping wasn't going to happen after the long drive.  Part of me thought I should put ETL on hold, but I didn't want to give up just 5 days into the program.  Instead, I sat down, wrote out all my meals, and brought all my food with me. 

Not trying to brag (OK, maybe I am), but this is pretty hardcore, folks. 

2 breakfast meals, 2 dinners, and some extras.
All ready to go!
When I got to my mom's house, of course she just happened to make banana pudding the day before.  And she just happened to have her awesome cheese ball in the fridge.  And some muffins.  And cookies.  And yummy Mexican takeout.  Seriously, mom.  Killing me. 

However, I am proud to say that I did not stray from my food.  I knew that we would be eating at a restaurant after the funeral, so I made good choices, and turned down the desserts.  

And now I'm safely back home, with my own fridge and freezer, which does not contain banana pudding, or cheese ball. Thank God. 

I won't lie, I'm quite proud of myself right now! However, let's hope I can finish out the remainder of these 6 weeks at home.  :)

Friday, January 9, 2015

Three Bean Mango Salad


I'll be honest, when I was setting out to make this, I wasn't excited to eat it.  I even left out the mustard, because I can't stand the taste/smell of it.  And as much as I like apple cider vinegar, it has a very strong odor to it.  However, it was easy to make, and this is what I ended up with:


So I chopped up a bunch of greens, and mixed it in...


and made a meal out of it.


It was actually quite delicious!  Easy to make, perfect to mix with greens.  

Thursday, January 8, 2015

Berry Banana Smoothie

(I can't find a recipe to link to, and I don't feel right about copying the recipe out of the book)

Berry Banana Smoothie

I'm familiar with smoothies, I've made them often.  This was the first breakfast I had on this plan, and I'm sure I'll have it often throughout these 6 weeks! It's easy to change it up with different fruits.  


It's quick, it's easy to make, and doesn't have a bajillion ingredients.  Perfect!

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Week 1, Day 3 - Review

It is going better than I thought it would be, honestly.  Still spending an obnoxious amount of time in the kitchen, but I haven't strayed from what I'm allowed to eat.  I did eat some of the frozen banana treat J made (LOVE our Yonanas machine!), but come on, it's a banana! 

Some things I've learned after 3 full days of this:

1.  I am amazed that I am still following this, haha.  Seriously, way different than what I'm used to eating.  Way. Different.

2.  Getting my greens in the first 2 days was BRUTAL.  I am not a salad person.  So today, I chopped it up super small, and mixed it up with something yummy.  Much easier! No more tortuous salad eating.



3.  I still haven't really been hungry in between meals, even with the absence of snacks.  


4.  As much as I would like bread, cheese, and sweets, I haven't had huge cravings for any of them. I mean, I want them, but it's not constantly on my mind like a normal craving would be. Maybe because my body is getting the nutrients it needs?


5.  Making separate meals for everyone else sucks, because their food looks better than mine.  Lasagna... I love you.  I'm sorry I didn't get to partake in your yumminess.  I really wanted to. 



6.  Again, all that kitchen preparation with a needy toddler is no fun. And I feel like I can't go anywhere during the day until these 6 weeks are up because I'll lose that time in the kitchen. Once I figure out all the meals I like, there won't be so much cooking every day.  Only 3 days in, and I think I finding my groove.

7.  Almond butter is my BFF for these 6 weeks.  And probably after.

8.  I DO NOT like raw tomatoes. I thought maybe I just haven't given them a chance, but no. I hate the texture, it makes me want to gag. But I have a huge bag of them, so I am choking them down. I told J he needs to eat some.  Gross.

9.  I've suddenly introduced a bunch of beans in my diet, and they are, um, magical.  If you get my meaning.  Hoping my body gets that under control soon. 

10.  Many of these recipes in ETL call for a fancy blender, and I do not have one.  My poor tiny food processor and $30 smoothie maker might not survive this.

I've definitely learned a lot in 3 days, that's for sure!

Physically, I feel pretty much the same.  I feel more motivated to get things cleaned up, but I don't know if that's from eating better, or just from knowing that I won't be able to make food if my kitchen is a mess.  I look bloated, but don't feel bloated, if that makes sense.  I'm sure it's my body's reaction to suddenly consuming all of these foods I was missing before.  I know people talk of having more energy on this plan, but it's hard to tell when a night-waking toddler steals my energy anyway. 

3 days down, 39 to go...

Chickpea Salad

Chickpea Salad

I was looking around for something easy to mix with greens, and came across this recipe.  Looked good, and simple, so I gave it a try.

I portioned out the servings right away, to make sure I portioned it out correctly:


I ended up having a serving with lunch, and it was pretty good!  I ate it cold the first time, but heating it up works well, too. 



Mixing this with salad helped me get those greens in.  I'll have to make this again!


Monday, January 5, 2015

Week 1, Day 1 - Review

Well, today was interesting.

For breakfast, I had old fashioned oats, with fresh raspberries and almond butter stirred in.  I also had a banana with almond butter, and some baby carrots.  Almond butter is delicious, by the way.  The oatmeal was bland, and hard to choke down, honestly.  I finished most of it, but it was not pleasant.

I worked on getting that pound of raw veggies in for lunch.  Do you know how much a gigantic bowl of greens weighs?  Not that much.  I added in some steamed peppers/asparagus and a tomato, and tossed it with some apple cider vinegar.  I'm not crazy about salad in general, so eating a huge bowl full wasn't very enjoyable.  I also cooked half an onion and some mushrooms, and that was pretty tasty.  I also had an apple while I waiting for the mushrooms to cook.

(At this point, I had consumed about 75% of the two pounds of fresh and raw veggies that are recommended.)

For dinner, I made the Quick Corn and Bean Medley found in the ETL recipe book.  Basically, a bunch of beans and veggies in some water.  I used an immersion blender to  make it look more like a soup.  It honestly wasn't that bad, and I had an apple, and another banana with almond butter.  Definitely going to have to watch my almond butter consumption!

I know this isn't about calories consumed, but I was trying to keep an estimate in my head. I want to make sure I get enough, as I am currently breastfeeding a toddler.  (Though I wouldn't mind if my supply took a hit, and she weaned herself... *ahem*)  I think I got enough, but hopefully not too much.  It's hard to overeat on bland oats and a bowl of greens, however.  :p

A few things I've learned after eating this way for one day:

1.  You really have to think about what you're eating for the entire day.   I do that in general, but in the past, if what I was going to eat fell through, it was easy to grab something to substitute.  But when you're not experienced with this type of food, and a lot of prep work is involved... you better have a plan.

2.  A fussy, non-napping toddler can really mess up your plans.  I need to have some easy back up lunches, because DD2 was not down for a nap today, and I had a hard time fitting in the prep work so I could finally eat lunch.

3.  Keeping a clean kitchen is more of a priority.  I need counters to chop veggies, clean skillets to cook in, and an empty sink to rinse off food.  It's easy to grab something "real quick" when it's too much work to start the actual work.

4.  I didn't feel hungry a lot during the day today like a usually do. I think so many people have the mindset of meal, snack, meal, snack, meal snack, that we aren't recognizing our hunger cues.  Normally, I would have a snack before bed, but I didn't feel hungry tonight, so I didn't have one (and in ETL, snacking is discouraged).

5.  I miss bread. And cheese.  While I wouldn't want to totally give up either, I don't need to eat as much as I have been.

6.  I need to find a way to eat more raw veggies.  I'm just not a salad person, and it was almost torturous to eat that huge bowl of greens and veggies.

7. One pounds of cooked veggies, and one pound of raw veggies, is a lot.  (the 1 pounds of raw veggies seems like a lot more than cooked veggies).  Eating raw veggies for breakfast feels weird, but it might be the only way I can fit more in.  I'll eat what I can, because I don't want to stuff myself needlessly.

8.  After just 1 day, I totally get why we should eat to live, instead of living to eat.  Eating has become such a fun past time to partake in.  And sometimes, that's OK.  But when everything you put in your mouth has to excite you, that's a problem.

9.  Decent kitchen knives are a must.  I'm really thankful my MIL got us some really nice ones for Christmas.

For tomorrow, I'm hoping to make some breakfast muffins, and a different salad.  Hoping DD2 is more cooperative tomorrow!

Week 1, Day 1 - Weigh in!

Today's the big day!

Starting Weight: 214.8 lbs


Excited to see this number go WAY down the next 6 weeks!

Here we go!

Sunday, January 4, 2015

I have no idea what I'm doing.

As I said yesterday, I'm overwhelmed at the thought of completely revamping what I eat, even if it's only for 6 weeks.  I put off going to the store all day, and I wasn't feeling very confident with my list.  What if I couldn't find everything? What if I don't get enough? What if it's too expensive??

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Thankfully, I am very lucky that I live near a variety of stores, and spending more on food for the next 6 weeks doesn't mean my family will be doing without.  Though I do plan on keeping expenses to a minimum to compensate.

Anyway, yes, I made it to the store.  They didn't have everything I needed, but I'm sure it won't be too awful if I don't have 2 TB of dulse for a recipe.  I'll try the natural grocery store another day.

This is what I ended up with:


I'm trying to avoid as much food waste as possible, so I stocked up on lots of frozen veggies.  All the cans are beans.  I think it would be even more overwhelming to use dry beans, so I opted for the low sodium varieties.   Got a few bunches of romaine lettuce, kale, and baby spinach.  Oatmeal, nuts, almond butter, flax seed, almond milk, pepper, tomatoes, mangoes, onions, raspberries, spices, dates, and so on.  I know I have enough to make that '1 pound of cooked veggies' requirement, but I'm a little worried about the pound of uncooked.  That seems like a lot.  We'll see how it goes.  They were out of a lot of stuff at the store, which limited my choices.

But really,


My game plan for tomorrow is to have oatmeal with fruit for breakfast, a salad for lunch, and soup for dinner.  Luckily, there is a crock pot option for the soup I chose, so hopefully I can get that in early in the day and not worry about it.  

Day 1 tomorrow... eek!

Saturday, January 3, 2015

The How.

I am starting a Dietbet with some friends on Monday, which is also my start date for ETL.  I will admit, I'm extremely nervous.  I'm excited, but also terrified that I won't be able to do this.  I know I'm going to have to do a lot of food prep, and I'm worried I won't have the time, or know what to do.

As I said in my previous post, I haven't read the book yet.  However, I was able to borrow the Eat to Live Cookbook.  It has a nice introduction, and then a bunch of ETL compliant recipes are thrown in your face. I've never even heard of some of the ingredients, and it's a bit overwhelming.

I sat down with the book earlier, and I marked a few recipes that appealed to me.  I looked for recipes that sounded good, didn't have a million ingredients, too many ingredients I've never heard of, or a long prep time.  The recipes in the book are divided into breakfast, salads/soups, main courses, etc, so I picked a few from each.  Well, I stayed away from the main courses section, because that's more work than I want to deal with right now.  My plan for week 1 is simplicity.

I came up with this list:


Breakfast

-Berry Banana Smoothie
-Blueberry Nut Oatmeal
-Berry Explosion Muffins
-Bananas and almond butter
-Oatmeal and fruit

Salads

-Three Bean Mango Salad

Soups

-Quick Corn and Bean Medley

This is what I'm going to concentrate on for this week.  I don't want to get too overwhelmed, especially since I still have to make separate meals for everyone else, so I'm trying to keep it simple.  I'll also be eating cooked/raw veggies, and if I have everything on hand, it won't be too hard to throw together some different greens and veggies, and toss it with some vinegar for a quick and easy salad.  I made my grocery list, and hopefully I can get some of this stuff prepped, and it won't be too bad.

In case you can't tell, I'm trying to roll with this, and making things up as I go along.  Hopefully, shopping goes well tomorrow, and it won't be too hard (or expensive!) to find everything.  Once I have everything bought and can lay it out, I think I'll feel a lot better.  I think...

The Why.

Like many people, I have struggled with my weight my entire adult life (and before).  I won't get into all of it, but it's the typical roller coaster that most of us are familiar with... up, up, down, up, down, up, up, down, up, up...  While I can be pretty lazy, the biggest problem, for me, is emotional eating.  When I'm stressed/sad/depressed, I automatically turn to food.   And, of course, the worst foods, because I love bread, cookies, ice cream, chocolate, cheese... sugary, carby deliciousness.  When I'm feeling stressed or sad, don't I deserve a bowl of ice cream? 

When I look back on overweight periods of my life, I was almost always stressed out, or sad.  Eventually, I would find some motivation to shed some pounds, but I most often accomplished the weight loss through exercise.  I believed that I could eat anything I wanted, as long as I worked out enough to burn those calories. 

Even though, deep down I knew...


And while weight loss isn't magic, it isn't as cut and dry as burning 3,500 extra calories.


I knew they were right when they said...


Because, at the end of the day, if you don't change what you're eating, what's the point? You might look good on the outside, but what is your diet doing to the inside of your body?

I had my third child in November 2013.  I did pretty well for a few months after she was born, and managed to work out often, and lost 25 pounds.  However, she changed into a high-maintenance baby, and it became very hard to work out, let alone take care of the other people in my family.  Then, to make matters worse, she started sleeping horribly, which majorly crushed any kind of motivation.  And, because I've always relied on exercise to maintain my weight, I did not develop good eating habits.  Bad eating habits + stress + exhaustion + frustration = me giving up.  

As the end of 2014 loomed near, I was glad for the year to come to a close.  I love the motivation a new year brings, and I knew I had to have a plan.  I barely had any clothes that fit, I felt gross, I looked bad... not a good feeling all around.  

I'm really not sure where I heard about Dr. Joel Fuhrman's Eat to Live (ETL) program, but the more I read about it, the more excited I became.  I decided that I wouldn't weight myself in December, wouldn't worry about what I was eating, or how much I was working out.  I scoured the internet for reviews, tips, and success stories.  Admittedly, I did not read the book (though I will when it's my turn at the library), but I read enough from blogs and such on the internet to know that I wanted to try this.

The basic premise of his 6 week Eat to Live Program is as follows:



I know, I know, it's pretty hardcore.  ESPECIALLY, when you've been eating junk for the past 9 months.  Part of me is scared that I won't be able to do this, but I know that I need to revamp my eating.  Sure, I need to lose weight, but I should pay more attention to what goes in my body in general.  Everyone should!

So... there's the why... Now, can I do this? Can I eat to live?